I wish to believe

Hi everybody!! my friends say i should start posting blogs, as they are amazed by interest in writing poems, started writing from a month or two, dont know whether it is or not. posting my 1st poem now

I WISH TO BELIEVE

I saw you in my dreams, you were right beside me.
Everytime i cried, you were there to hold me.
In the wildest of me, you were there to bear me.
Every moment we shared, you were there to please me.

In the dark forest, you were there to protect me.
On the wet sand, you were there to play with me.
In the breezy wind, you were there to walk beside me.
Every second with you, it was a fantasy for me.

Whatz going on, whatz going on?
I'm so scared, i keep my eyes shut, and i wish its a dream.
I'm so scared, but i wish to believe.

Time has crossed the seven seas,
Can't the past be overcomed by now?
Can't the present be welcomed by now?

I want to change, i want to believe,
And i desperately want to live my dream.
But i know, its just a dream,
And i know, its hard to believe.